Move, stress

in June I will be going overseas, back to NZ again. I wish I could say that I am excitted but my job and moving arrangements along with everything else lately and really stressing me out. Also I have an acute pain in ym sinus' lately. really terrible actually and if it wasn't the weekend, I'd be trying to get into to see a doctor. So, one of the main reasons I am going to NZ this time to edit a great film called Nowhere to Love, written by my good friend Jordan, Directed by my good friend Amit. I really can't wait for this film. It's going to be great. Check it out: The NTL Site Utah has been a good experience. Although I can't say I've always enjoyed it, I have learned to try to be happy from day to day. That's not an easy thing for me. I am usually pinning all my happiness on the issue of achieving some goal in the future. Although you should strive to reach your dreams, yoiu shouldn't make your happiness depend on that. I am trying to find a balance in being content while still wanting more out of life - a total oxymoron, yes...but it makes good sense to me. I guess the best thing about Utah is that I can feel good about having worked here and lived here on my own for the last year...sort of a sense of accomplishment. Anyway, I'm tired and this entry is already more specific than I am used to so I think I will sign off for now.